I’m facing that annual Facebook dilemma at the moment. It’s my birthday today, which I celebrate by carrying on as if it isn’t, and I know that very kind and thoughtful people are on FB wishing me a happy birthday. I so appreciate it, far much more than I would if I was confronted with the nightmare scenario, a surprise party or event. On-line wishes are far better. But at what point do I acknowledge all the happy birthdays?
if I did it as soon as messages appeared, I’d do nothing else all day, so I’m paying only fleeting visits to Facebook. So, the most likely option is to say my thank yous at some point this evening. So should I do a blanket thank you or reply individually?
I’ll likely settle for the latter, hoping that I don’t miss people out. I don’t mind if I don’t get acknowledgements when I wish others happy birthdays, although I’m I’m terrified of missing someone when it’s mine turn. But I suspect it’s totally bonkers because I am pretty sure no one will give a toss.
In reality, none of this matters too much. Somehow, am steel staindin’, as Elton John sings in his ludicrous ‘American’ accent, and that’s a miracle in itself. And I know I’m lucky because I have lost so many dear friends and most of my older family along the way. I always think that when life feels a bit shit, it’s still better than the alternative.
I know I’m a difficult and awkward sod sometimes – SOMETIMES?????? I hear you scream – but I hope you know at least part of the reason why that is, what with all this clinical depression and now the confirmation of ADHD.
Most of all, I’m glad you care. I certainly care about you. x
